scars and stories…

Every scar, seen or hidden, has a story to tell. I have grown up with mostly invisible and hidden scars, the ones that people couldn't see. The ones that were visible I would hide or they have now faded. Some of the invisible scars are very much still there and I don't let anybody see … Continue reading scars and stories…

you’re weird… i like you

This is getting obscene. I have at this very moment 9 blog post drafts sitting here saved in one form of completion or another. They all are sitting here for a variety of reasons from... got bored of writing it, lost the mood, lost my direction, to not sure if i want to post them, … Continue reading you’re weird… i like you

welcome back to reality… said bipolar

I can sum up my life these past few months with one word. Change. There has been a lot of it actually. Though some changes have been expected for quite some time... I could have never imagined some of the new things that have changed my world. Sometimes life just has a way of surprising you, you know? When … Continue reading welcome back to reality… said bipolar

it’s not a pen fetish… i promise

So. I have this thing for pens.  Like not quite a fetish.. But I can stand in the isle at the office supply store (oh, how i love those stores) and look, and touch and test them, all over the little testing papers they put out... for a really long time.. and I purchase more … Continue reading it’s not a pen fetish… i promise

check the box if… seriously?

It has been 19 days since my last post, so says my stats page.  Each time I log on to this blog it's right there, the first thing I see... like it's on a countdown reminding me I have been neglectful. Though it sure doesn't seem that long.  Time has flown by these last few weeks. So, … Continue reading check the box if… seriously?

no crazy here

October the season that awakens my soul... It is my favorite time of year. I look forward to it for ten long months. When summer says goodbye and the air turns crisp and cool. Where I live we have 4 months of cold snowy winter, 2 months of a wet warm/cold spring. 4 months of a hot summer... then 2 months … Continue reading no crazy here


This happens every time... When I'm on meds, I usually start to think that they aren't working, or I guess really working too well.. They make feel flat, like they are erasing all my emotions... Dr C tells me that I am so use to the extreme highs and lows and intense emotions.. (example: this post)... … Continue reading flatlining