This happens every time... When I'm on meds, I usually start to think that they aren't working, or I guess really working too well.. They make feel flat, like they are erasing all my emotions... Dr C tells me that I am so use to the extreme highs and lows and intense emotions.. (example: this post)... … Continue reading flatlining

my crazy & my art

I'll be honest.  I really miss my crazy right now.  I know, that sounds completely insane.  (Although technically I am, so...) And as nice as this sounds, if I stay on my meds this time, there is a chance I will not swing down and I will avoid the crash that always follows my manic … Continue reading my crazy & my art