Hello? Anybody still out there? I know... it has been forever since I have posted anything. I have set a new goal. One post a week. I can do that. The funny thing is that I love to write. I have actually thought about writing quite a few times these past few weeks, but I … Continue reading it is time…
Just warning you this post is going to be real. I haven't written for a while because I haven't really been me. I took my meds and went to bed tonight imaging elephants around me. Trying to recreate the feelings and emotions I felt from my elephant dream... (there's a post about it) But it didn't … Continue reading the master puppeteer
This is something that hasn't happened in a while. This is something I have missed dearly. This is a good thing. This is my therapy. It feels good to hold a paint brush again. To loose track of time creating something. How long has is been since you did something you love?
This happens every time... When I'm on meds, I usually start to think that they aren't working, or I guess really working too well.. They make feel flat, like they are erasing all my emotions... Dr C tells me that I am so use to the extreme highs and lows and intense emotions.. (example: this post)... … Continue reading flatlining
This is a drawing that I did last year called "The Devil's Hands". It has been shared and saved all over the internet, mostly Pinterest, with over 6000 saves this past year. It is good to know that so many people can relate to the emotions that I tried to express in this sketch. But at … Continue reading the devil’s hands
I'll be honest. I really miss my crazy right now. I know, that sounds completely insane. (Although technically I am, so...) And as nice as this sounds, if I stay on my meds this time, there is a chance I will not swing down and I will avoid the crash that always follows my manic … Continue reading my crazy & my art